i’ve been thinking about being celibate for a while but right now I need SEX.

My little yellow vibrator can only do so much.

I miss how she knew exactly what to do..and I never had to say it. I don’t think I’m going to find anyone who can do it quite the same….

I remember being in shower…lifted upon her shoulders…pressed into her face…back against the wall as the warm water hit my chest…her hair in one hand and the shower rod in the other. And we made music…never off beat. It still amazes me..how strong she was…how she hit every spot…How she managed to hold me in place when my body fell limp atop her shoulders….

smh. I need sex. and she’s coming home tonight. As much as I’m trying to move forward…I can already see myself stepping back.